When the top of the world falls on you

Hello all! I feel like things are looking up a bit. Lately I've been able to look in the mirror and NOT tell myself I'm fat. There is this guy I'm totally head over heels for. He has great manners, he's funny, sweet and cute. But you know what the best...

which came first, music or the misery?

Hello all!So my life, as usual has been hectic. I went to the doctor and got a 5 minute lecture about how under weight I am. Thanks dr.moron, because having a flippin' eating disorder won't cause that. My doctor is. An. Idiot. I know it, and my mom...

face down in the dirt she says this doesnt hurt

Hello there,  So things aren't so great. My eating disorder has unfortunatly flared up again. As always, I can't look in the mirror without basically telling myself how fat I am. When the eating disorder flares up again, I can't help but look at one...