"If I said I wished you the best, I was lying"

Hello all, Hope you all had a nice Thanksgiving, mine actually wasn't too shabby. I was able to eat in front of people without feeling like I'm about to freak out, really wasn't expecting that to happen. But it was a nice surprise to say the least....

Sometimes you just have to laugh

Hello all, So I just had to share this with you, because its so ridiculous its funny....aka my life.  So like I said in my last blog, I've been sick. I missed two days of class and Nyquil became my best friend. Well Thursday since I didn't work, I...

"My heart was born to bruise."

Hello all, Whelp I've pretty much been sick since Friday and its royally SUCKED! I'm coughing my brains out here people. I had to cancel on the church to work Sunday morning, I felt horrible to have to miss work. I've missed two days of classes,...

"Sit tight, I'm gonna need you to keep time."

Helloooooo all! So, lets see. Remember how in my last post I mentioned that I would be having a quick meeting with my Composition One professor on Thursday? Yeah, well that happened. She told me I have a 'B' average in her class. Ha I think my jaw...

"Bell bottom blues, you make me cry"

Hello all, I didn't text Jayne, I didn't go to church Sunday. And I reallllllly should have, I always feel better after going. I'm positive I'm going to see about going with her next week, I need it! Sunday evening I did childcare at the church,...

"Take your memories, I don't need them."

Hello all,  I'm so glad tomorrow is Thursday, my Thursdays ALWAYS start off great, and they end great. Getting to start my day by taking care of little toddlers is seriously one of the greatest blessings in my life right now.      I sat down...

"I don't want to run, and I can't walk out."

Hello all, I'm so glad I didn't have to go to Composition One on Thursday, they closed the campus for some sport day thing. So basically I didn't have to deal with my English professor, AND I got to have a mental health day to myself for no real...

Reminder for myself.

Hello all, So you know how when you have that impending cloud of doom hovering over your head, everywhere you go...people try to cheer you up by telling you the "positives" about yourself? Yeah, and you know how you brush it off as nothing? Of...

"Sing until the whole world hears."

Hello all, So I finally got together with Kristina yesterday, and it didn't go the way I had hoped. I told her how that whole incident really got under my skin. "I know you don't get this faith I found. And that's fine, I'm not trying to ram it...

A line crossed by a best friend...lovely

Hello all, I usually don't blog so close together, but I seriously needed to vent about this and get some thoughts going.  So yesterday, my best friend/"sister" of eight years Kristina, went to go get a tattoo and asked me to go with her. Not...

"I've never heard silence quite this loud"

Hello all, So Wednesday when I woke up, I was literally sick from all the stress from my Comp One class the day before. Crazy, huh? At first I thought I had a virus, cause when you've thrown up three times before you've even tried to eat anything...

"Darling won't you ease my worried mind"

Hello all, Last night at Late Night, I finally took the step and talked to the College pastor. I thought about what was discussed at the last service (see previous blog) most of the week, and that list seemed to really get under my skin. After the...

How long would your list be?

Hello all, So Thursday I went to College Late Night at the church again, we talked a lot about fears. The pastor passed out paper and pens, and told us all to find a seat somewhere on the floor. So off to my little corner I go, wonder what we're...

"Last year's wishes are this year's apologies."

Hello all, Quite a bit has happened since I last blogged. Really a lot's happened in just a week. As I said in my last blog, I didn't drop my Composition One class, and so far it seems to be that was a good idea. Its a bit over-whelming, but maybe...