"My songs know what you did in the dark"

Hey all, Feels like it's been longer than I week since I last posted. But according to Thoughts it's only been eight days. Hm. Anyway... So school's actually going really great right now. I have a confidence about it that I didn't have before....

"I'll carry you home tonight"

Hey all, Well as usual, it's never a dull moment around here. My sister called my Dad in tears Monday evening. She worked a 48hr shift at the fire department and came home to a letter informing her that her license was going to be suspended. We...

I'm surrounded by idiots.

Hey all, Well my day started off oh so lovely today ha. So I had to get my registtration renewed on my car, right? Simple enough task most of the time. So I go to the annex with all of the documentation I needed thinking it'd be a breeze. Keep in...

People infuriate me.

Hey all, Well apparently I caught that horrible coughing crap/virus. A lot of the D-Now kids got sick too. On top of that I started taking my adderall last Wednesday and started feeling HORRIBLE. I'm not the type of person that read the "possible...

"I knew you were trouble when you walked in"

It amazes me, how quickly life can change in a matter of days, in just a month's time. As of the first Janeé has been gone for a month. How can that be? It sickens me still that she's gone, given the circumstances of course. It sickens me even more to...

Heavy Heart

Hey all, I've been reluctant to post about this, because I didn't want my mom to stumble across my blog when she was running a search on it. So if I'm a bit vague in some areas I do apologize but I need to get this out. I've spoken of my mom's best...

"You could be my silver springs."

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." This verse from Proverbs has stuck with me all morning and I can't help but feel that the Lord has put it on my heart for a reason....

"I need the fear of a love that's lost"

Hello all, Yesterday I woke up with a killer migraine (more than likely stress induced), so I wasn't able to go to work. Flourecent lights are like death to me when I have a migraine, they make me super sick. Woke up at about 4am, took some...

Public breakdown? How lovely...

Well, tonight sure as hell didn't go as planned. Monday, Cat and I went to Kay's to work on the lesson for tonight. This was going to be the first time I would teach, but it was a fairly simple lesson. I didn't feel nervous about it, I knew I could do...

Enough is enough.

Screw today. Seriously, today was just total BS and I wish it never happened. Why did I even get out of bed today? From the second I walked out of my room this morning, all I've caught was bitching from my mother. And to top it all off, my brother...

The most insane 72 hours of my life

Hello all, I don't even know where to being, I still feel like I'm in a dream. Like this isn't real. I know I've spoken of my sister in the past, but here's a short recap: She's my half-sister, fifteen years older than me, bi-polar, and had a very...