"All I see is red now"

So mom and I are still barely speaking. That's fun, right? Anytime we do, her tone is full of pissed off bitchiness. Even a simple question like, "have the dogs been fed?" and she's full on pissed still. What in the actual fuck did I do this time? I...

"You alone can rescue, You alone can save"

For as long as I've known Jayne, she's always taught me that everything happens for a reason if I truly believe God is in control. When all of this started with my sister last October, I had two choices. I could either make myself believe that God had...

"Everyone can suck it"

Tonight was one of the best nights ever. Tuesday afternoon I noticed Kathy Griffin was scheduled to play a show Friday night in a town that's a little over two hours away from where I live and basically flipped the fuck out. I love Kathy Griffin....

"We are like young volcanoes"

I had last Friday off because the family I work for was going to Fort Worth for the weekend. So Thursday night I stayed up until probably about four in the morning reading Harry Potter. And then a migraine was all, "Oh, you're enjoying that book, are...

It's the little things

At 9:14 this morning I got a text from Ashley saying, "Hey! Not a big deal- just wanted to check on you and make sure you are okay. No rush-- we are just checking on you to make sure you are alright." I'm supposed to be at work at 9am and for whatever...

"Tonight take me to the other side."

I'm saving the best for last (or am I?), so don't get bored halfway through ;).    Well, it's been a while since I last mentioned Anthony. In fact, I think the last time I mentioned him on here was way back when we went to the mountains over...

Well, at least my life isn't dull ha.

Just as I was about to hit "post" last night, Safari did a force reload...again -_-. Why does it always do a force reload when I'm on here?! Ugh. Let's try this again. Remember that whole car drama from my last post? Well, things got even...

It's been a weird day

I woke up super early this morning to a cat prowling around my room. We don't own a cat. Confused, I fell back asleep (because that's what everyone does when there's a strange cat in your house, right?). Then I woke up two hours later to find the cat...

I can't handle much more of this.

Just when I was starting to get past my depression swing, just when I started to feel like myself again, something else happens. Have you ever experience that moment in life where someone you love passes away unexpectedly and far too soon? That's...

Shell-shocked, blessed, and speechless.

I can't fully comprehend how great my day was today. I can't quite wrap my head around the events that have happened.  On Wenesday my college pastor (Lance) sent out a mass text to some of the girls from college group asking if anyone would be...