craaaaappppp

 Hello all, So, I kinda...erm....messed up. I was emailing Blondie, and well.....a lot of times when I email her, things come out. I've always told her everything, she always helps me with my stress, fears (sometimes laughs at the irrational ones...

Life as of lately

 Hello all, So I asked my dad if I was spending too much money, that I felt like I was. He simply replied, "Well you're working, so consider all of that your paycheck." Fair enough, I can live with that no problem. College is going okay, got back...

I stress about so much...

 Hello all, So, I got a incredible discount for a gym membership because I'm a college student. So dad said I could get one. I'm pretty excited, they have two different yoga classes and are in the process of getting a a third completely one. I...

**insert catchy title here**

 Hello all, So, I survived my first week of college as I mentioned, fairly unharmed. I only had one break down so that's an improvement from where I was back in May! I really think my English teacher and I are going to get a long great. We did a...

Life Changes so fast

 Hello all, So I know last year on this day I posted a blog in memory of my friend Brittani Gossett, who died in a plane crash with her family in Kentucky when she was 15 on this day, August 28, in 2006. It's hard to believe she's been gone four...

Oh hello college, please don't kill me

 Hello all! Well, I intended on blogging last night about how great college is so far. But then I thought to myself, "No you idiot, this is only day one. Your second class isn't until tomorrow, don't jinx it! Blog after your second class." Guess...

Heartbreak Warefare

 Hello all, I got back from Austin (the great capitol of the greatest state in my opinion) on Saturday. Now you're probably wondering why I was in Austin. Not sure if I've ever mentioned it, but I'm involved in this really great program called...

That's life for ya kiddo

  Hello all,   Well, not too much to talk about really. Had a small breakdown/panic attack the other day, but it's whatever. I guess I'm just stressing about college. Blondie says that's a good thing though, that the kids that DON'T worry...

Just some thoughts

 Hello all,  I tend to do my best thinking out loud, or written. So I just wanted to throw some stuff around with you guys. First off: Have you noticed all the anorexia blogs by girls? Have you READ them? I urge you not to. It's sickening. I thought...

Update

 Hello there, So first, I went to an awesome show I just have to tell you about last night with some friends. Forever The Sickest Kids (who we've met before) was the headliner. But there was this band that really no one there knew....except me. I...

My past

 To my faithful readers,   There may be many of you that are wondering, who is this girl behind all these blogs? What's her story?  Well, there's something I want to shed a little light on for all of you. It's something that I don't particularly...

If I stay, it ain't gonna be easy

 Hello all, It's raining in the lovely town of WIchita Falls today, I have incense burning and I'm playing every Sara Bareilles song ever produced. I am so content. There's something about the rain that is just so relaxing to me. So many...

I want someone to love me, for who I am

 Hello all, I had some thoughts, and I would really truly love your opinions on them. As we all know by now, my last relationship ended due to me not sleeping with him. Excuse me for believe in waiting until I'm married douche bag. Anyway before...

"Wheel in the sky keeps on turning"

 Wow, hello all! Didn't realize I was away for SUCH a LONG time, I apologize! So much has been going on, guess I just got caught up with life! So, let's see what's been going on, shall we? Weekend before last, on Saturday, I graduated high school....

There are few people I truly hate in this world

And by hate, I do mean a burning desire to lunge across the table at strangle them during my ARDs.....lovely, right? Hello all, sorry I was away for awhile, let me bring you up to speed. We had an ARD the other day, it wasn't so lovely. Our ARD was...

"I am unwritten"

Hello all, Things have been pretty crazy around here. Lots of stress. Daniel told me that there's still a part of him that loves me. Yet he broke up with me because I wouldn't sleep with him that day? Ha, if he seriously would have waited a week, he...

"Boots and Boys"

Hello all!  Sorry it's been so long, lots to update you on! Daniel and I are on good terms. But we were talking awhile back. And it got interesting to say the least. He did tell the truth, he said he broke up with me because he "didn't see a future...

watch it burn

Hello all, Sorry, fell off the earth for awhile, so much has been happening! First off, I get the feeling that my ex Daniel really REALLY wants to be friends. To be brutuallu honest, I HAVE been a bit of a bitch to him, but he derserves it. I...

a word's just a word til you mean what you say

Hello all,Sorry I've been away for so long, things got pretty busy over the summer. Senior year's begun, and I can't believe I've made it this far. I just got off the phone with Blondie. She told me how PROUD she was of me, and the person that I've...

"Hello little boys little toys"

Hello all, So, Daniel and I have been broken up for almost a month and I guess I'm okay. He told me that the real reason he broke up with me was because I "wasn't really his type, I'm not outgoing enough." What the hell? It takes you five freakin'...

Love Bites

Hello all,  Sorry for falling off the face of the earth. Daniel broke up with me today before school, and I'm crushed. We had our 5 month anniversary on the first of May. And today he ends it because of "family problems". We went out to a two dollar...

"Let the rain fall down"

Hello all, I wrote an essay in English today and I felt like sharing it with all of you, as well as updating you on everything! Enjoy: It was a few weeks before the start of my Junior year. The weather was miserably hot, typical Texas weather. To...